1 00:00:19,480 --> 00:00:23,840 Holy shit, it's friggin' snowing. 2 00:00:23,840 --> 00:00:27,600 Well, well, well. Hasn't the game just changed? 3 00:00:27,600 --> 00:00:28,960 Ha ha! 4 00:00:28,960 --> 00:00:31,240 It's on like Donkey Kong. 5 00:00:31,240 --> 00:00:34,200 Look at this, the lake has started freezing. 6 00:00:35,320 --> 00:00:38,160 You can't fish, you can't spearfish, you can't walk out on the ice, 7 00:00:38,160 --> 00:00:39,400 you can't do anything. 8 00:00:39,400 --> 00:00:41,920 That's the stage that's hard. 9 00:00:43,040 --> 00:00:45,560 Almost like the end of an era. 10 00:00:46,560 --> 00:00:50,720 I can feel the old worms burning in my guts, saying, 11 00:00:50,720 --> 00:00:53,320 "Come on, feed me, feed me!" 12 00:00:53,320 --> 00:00:57,040 It's taken me twice as long as I thought to build my shelter. 13 00:00:57,040 --> 00:00:58,960 Literally nothing to eat for three weeks, 14 00:00:58,960 --> 00:01:01,480 so everything I do seems hard work. 15 00:01:01,480 --> 00:01:03,400 It's taken it out of me, to be honest. 16 00:01:03,400 --> 00:01:06,480 Nothing in the net, nothing in the net. 17 00:01:06,480 --> 00:01:08,240 I'm so hungry I feel sick. 18 00:01:08,240 --> 00:01:09,600 What am I supposed to do? 19 00:01:09,600 --> 00:01:13,600 I don't know how much longer me body's got. 20 00:01:15,040 --> 00:01:16,640 Is that a fish? 21 00:01:17,760 --> 00:01:19,200 Oh, my God. 22 00:01:19,200 --> 00:01:21,000 Yeah! 23 00:01:21,000 --> 00:01:22,800 Oh, my God, it's real. 24 00:01:22,800 --> 00:01:24,320 I got a fish! 25 00:01:24,320 --> 00:01:26,800 Ahhhh! 26 00:01:26,800 --> 00:01:28,280 We're eating fish tonight. 27 00:01:28,280 --> 00:01:29,480 Yeah! 28 00:01:31,120 --> 00:01:33,040 Whoo! 29 00:01:33,040 --> 00:01:34,320 Yeah! 30 00:02:25,960 --> 00:02:28,400 Alright, let's gut some fish. 31 00:02:29,360 --> 00:02:31,960 32 00:02:31,960 --> 00:02:33,880 I'm going to eat most of this fish, 33 00:02:33,880 --> 00:02:36,040 except for the guts and the spiny bit. 34 00:02:37,400 --> 00:02:39,240 I'm going to eat all his organs too. 35 00:02:44,720 --> 00:02:49,000 I worked my hands to the bone to build the kayak. 36 00:02:50,760 --> 00:02:53,680 Let's just get rid of what I don't want to eat. 37 00:02:53,680 --> 00:02:58,880 And today, a lot of our hard efforts were rewarded with some fish. 38 00:03:03,440 --> 00:03:04,480 Two fishies. 39 00:03:06,080 --> 00:03:09,240 Alright, it's time to cook the fish. 40 00:03:14,320 --> 00:03:17,120 I'm just cooking one, and I've got the other on ice. 41 00:03:18,880 --> 00:03:20,600 There's a fishy in there. 42 00:03:21,920 --> 00:03:23,760 Oh, yeah. 43 00:03:23,760 --> 00:03:26,840 Going to cook it over some hot coals that we've prepared earlier. 44 00:03:30,080 --> 00:03:31,800 This is important for me. 45 00:03:33,720 --> 00:03:35,600 I didn't catch fish for almost a month. 46 00:03:36,760 --> 00:03:38,280 You definitely feel a lot better. 47 00:03:38,280 --> 00:03:39,840 You feel like you can do it. 48 00:03:39,840 --> 00:03:42,240 You feel like you can go the distance when you've caught a fish. 49 00:03:43,560 --> 00:03:46,960 Now I feel like I'm ready for this next phase of our journey. 50 00:03:53,160 --> 00:03:54,720 Oh, I'm so keen for this. 51 00:03:56,600 --> 00:03:59,280 Oh, yes. 52 00:03:59,280 --> 00:04:01,920 Oh, fresh fish. 53 00:04:01,920 --> 00:04:02,920 Perch. 54 00:04:03,880 --> 00:04:06,080 I want to show you my photo. 55 00:04:07,800 --> 00:04:10,160 It makes sense why I'm waiting until now. 56 00:04:12,440 --> 00:04:13,840 This is my photo. 57 00:04:15,480 --> 00:04:19,080 It is my wife and my son. 58 00:04:20,520 --> 00:04:24,040 It was just a little shot that I just snapped on my phone really quick, 59 00:04:24,040 --> 00:04:27,960 and I didn't really understand how important this photo would be to me. 60 00:04:30,480 --> 00:04:34,680 Because now I get to share a meal with my family out here. 61 00:04:36,000 --> 00:04:39,040 And I wanted to wait until I caught a fish to do it. 62 00:04:39,040 --> 00:04:41,520 It just took me almost a month. 63 00:04:43,680 --> 00:04:45,880 So now I can share a meal with my family. 64 00:04:56,080 --> 00:04:57,080 Oh. 65 00:05:00,160 --> 00:05:01,600 Oh, that is good. 66 00:05:18,120 --> 00:05:19,120 Oh, guys. 67 00:05:21,440 --> 00:05:22,760 Oh, that is so good. 68 00:05:24,360 --> 00:05:26,240 Cheers. 69 00:05:26,240 --> 00:05:28,280 Finally did it, guys. We finally caught a fish. 70 00:05:29,320 --> 00:05:30,400 Two fish. 71 00:05:32,960 --> 00:05:35,640 Hopefully the first of many. 72 00:05:37,800 --> 00:05:39,080 I think I'm going all right. 73 00:05:40,320 --> 00:05:42,520 I need to keep trying to get those fish. 74 00:05:42,520 --> 00:05:44,440 I'm surviving, guys. 75 00:06:12,800 --> 00:06:13,800 Opens. 76 00:06:14,800 --> 00:06:15,800 Closes. 77 00:06:18,680 --> 00:06:19,680 Opens. 78 00:06:21,040 --> 00:06:22,040 Closes. 79 00:06:25,200 --> 00:06:26,560 Bloody ripper, mate. 80 00:06:27,640 --> 00:06:29,880 She's looking pretty smart, isn't it? 81 00:06:29,880 --> 00:06:33,920 Just going to bring some moss up, and we'll chink up this door. 82 00:06:36,240 --> 00:06:39,520 Daylight is fading fast. 83 00:06:39,520 --> 00:06:41,800 But it is still a beautiful day. 84 00:06:43,560 --> 00:06:44,560 Guess what? 85 00:06:44,560 --> 00:06:47,400 I went down to get some water before. 86 00:06:47,400 --> 00:06:53,160 And washed up on the beach was a handful of fish guts. 87 00:06:54,360 --> 00:06:55,960 Fish guts and a little bit of roe. 88 00:06:57,640 --> 00:06:59,800 I am going to cook it and eat it. 89 00:07:01,120 --> 00:07:05,400 My mouth is watering as I think about it. 90 00:07:05,400 --> 00:07:08,720 I haven't had any protein for a month. 91 00:07:08,720 --> 00:07:10,600 So watch this space. 92 00:07:17,080 --> 00:07:18,960 Let's have a look at our moss pile. 93 00:07:27,400 --> 00:07:30,160 I've spent a lot of time mucking around with my shelter. 94 00:07:31,160 --> 00:07:34,160 To the expense of not getting enough food, really. 95 00:07:35,240 --> 00:07:37,760 We're well behind in that area. 96 00:07:39,000 --> 00:07:40,120 Get that lot up to camp. 97 00:07:41,160 --> 00:07:45,480 If I don't get my arse into gear, I'm not going to last much longer. 98 00:07:53,200 --> 00:07:57,760 My moss is actually freezing as I'm using it. 99 00:07:57,760 --> 00:07:58,760 That's a bit grim. 100 00:08:00,120 --> 00:08:03,080 Chinking up will be the last thing we'll do. 101 00:08:03,080 --> 00:08:04,560 We've just got to sort our food. 102 00:08:05,840 --> 00:08:09,120 In the next couple of weeks will tell a story. 103 00:08:09,120 --> 00:08:12,520 How the old fella handles it or falls apart. 104 00:08:12,520 --> 00:08:13,520 We're getting there. 105 00:08:14,800 --> 00:08:15,800 Who knows? 106 00:08:17,200 --> 00:08:19,320 It would be bloody awesome to get to the end and win. 107 00:08:19,320 --> 00:08:22,040 But we've all got that mindset. 108 00:08:23,800 --> 00:08:25,120 There we go. 109 00:08:25,120 --> 00:08:26,680 I'm happy with that. 110 00:08:26,680 --> 00:08:28,280 Let's get inside and get warmed up. 111 00:08:29,760 --> 00:08:30,880 We have a treat. 112 00:08:33,080 --> 00:08:39,400 I promised to show you what I found on the lake edge. 113 00:08:39,400 --> 00:08:42,680 Some roe and some other bits of guts. 114 00:08:45,400 --> 00:08:46,400 Let's have a look. 115 00:08:48,400 --> 00:08:51,080 A bit of milt and some other guts. 116 00:08:52,480 --> 00:08:54,280 Mm-mm. 117 00:08:54,280 --> 00:08:56,760 A tube of some sort. 118 00:08:56,760 --> 00:08:57,880 A bit of poo in that. 119 00:08:57,880 --> 00:09:00,440 I'll just squeeze that shit out of there. 120 00:09:00,440 --> 00:09:06,360 I don't know if I'll eat it, but the rest of it looks quite edible. 121 00:09:07,720 --> 00:09:12,520 So, I'm thinking I might just put a little bit of water in this pan. 122 00:09:13,680 --> 00:09:15,520 And just cook it up for a bit. 123 00:09:22,640 --> 00:09:23,720 Well, there it is. 124 00:09:23,720 --> 00:09:24,760 It doesn't look like much. 125 00:09:26,640 --> 00:09:28,680 Can't tell if I've ever eaten fish guts. 126 00:09:28,680 --> 00:09:31,680 Your roe? Yes, I've eaten roe, but not fish guts. 127 00:09:32,920 --> 00:09:36,400 Let's just bloody get some in us, eh? 128 00:09:36,400 --> 00:09:37,800 It's going to be good. 129 00:09:45,200 --> 00:09:46,880 A little taste of protein. 130 00:09:54,200 --> 00:09:58,600 It's probably only about two tablespoons' worth of food, 131 00:09:58,600 --> 00:10:02,800 but it's more than I was going to have anyway, 132 00:10:02,800 --> 00:10:04,800 apart from a few berries I had earlier on. 133 00:10:06,160 --> 00:10:08,720 The guts are a little bit rubbery. 134 00:10:08,720 --> 00:10:10,000 There's a bit of grit in there. 135 00:10:10,960 --> 00:10:12,600 Who knows what that is? 136 00:10:15,440 --> 00:10:16,440 Mm. 137 00:10:17,760 --> 00:10:18,760 Nothing wrong with that. 138 00:10:51,080 --> 00:10:52,080 Wow. 139 00:10:52,080 --> 00:10:55,120 The temperature has dropped a heap. 140 00:10:56,200 --> 00:10:59,560 And I was just laying here, just thinking, 141 00:10:59,560 --> 00:11:05,320 and I touched the side of my tarp, and it was, like, frozen. 142 00:11:06,480 --> 00:11:07,680 Have a look at this. 143 00:11:07,680 --> 00:11:10,400 So this is the inside of my shelter. 144 00:11:12,760 --> 00:11:13,920 That's going to melt. 145 00:11:13,920 --> 00:11:15,360 So where does that go? 146 00:11:15,360 --> 00:11:16,960 Does it drip? 147 00:11:16,960 --> 00:11:18,320 Does it drip all over my bed? 148 00:11:18,320 --> 00:11:19,600 Does it drip all over my clothes? 149 00:11:19,600 --> 00:11:21,920 Because if it does that, I'm in all sorts. 150 00:11:23,160 --> 00:11:26,320 Because I can't have anything wet, especially my bed. 151 00:11:27,920 --> 00:11:31,640 So I'm going to have to spend a few minutes just trying to wipe it over. 152 00:11:33,480 --> 00:11:35,240 It's, like, half frozen. 153 00:11:35,240 --> 00:11:36,880 Hopefully it doesn't all just fall down on my bed. 154 00:11:37,840 --> 00:11:39,160 Is that a big bit of ice? 155 00:11:40,160 --> 00:11:41,520 That bloody fell on my sleeping bag. 156 00:11:44,320 --> 00:11:46,760 Condensation, this could be a big problem. 157 00:11:48,160 --> 00:11:49,840 I'm just going to keep an eye on it now. 158 00:11:57,080 --> 00:12:00,480 To wake up to that frost on the inside of the tarp is pretty crazy. 159 00:12:00,480 --> 00:12:03,160 But other than that, I'm feeling good. 160 00:12:05,400 --> 00:12:06,520 Oh. 161 00:12:06,520 --> 00:12:10,160 This morning, I didn't just do one poo, I did two poos. 162 00:12:11,360 --> 00:12:14,000 Imagine getting taken out of here because you can't poo. 163 00:12:15,000 --> 00:12:16,000 Oh, that's a relief. 164 00:12:17,880 --> 00:12:20,680 Plan today - we're going to go get some berries. 165 00:12:20,680 --> 00:12:23,560 It's gone a bit scarce on the fish side, which has got me worried a 166 00:12:23,560 --> 00:12:25,400 little bit, because we're into the jerky now. 167 00:12:26,960 --> 00:12:28,440 So berries, they're a must. 168 00:12:28,440 --> 00:12:30,440 It's something I just need to get before it's gone. 169 00:12:36,240 --> 00:12:37,760 I think we'll go up here first, 170 00:12:37,760 --> 00:12:40,520 and then if not, probably down a bit closer to the water. 171 00:12:43,160 --> 00:12:45,200 Blueberries are actually so much easier to pick. 172 00:12:45,200 --> 00:12:47,200 You know, they're frozen. 173 00:12:48,560 --> 00:12:53,560 If I can get eight kilos of berries, that'll outlast the jerky by far. 174 00:12:56,640 --> 00:13:00,640 I've seen people win Alone before without having any protein, 175 00:13:00,640 --> 00:13:02,040 without catching any fish, 176 00:13:02,040 --> 00:13:05,240 so the more berries I can pick, the better. 177 00:13:05,240 --> 00:13:08,120 These berries could be the bloody difference in the end. 178 00:13:14,960 --> 00:13:15,960 Look at that. 179 00:13:19,800 --> 00:13:22,120 I think I've got three-and-a-half pots. 180 00:13:22,120 --> 00:13:23,120 I just need them not to melt. 181 00:13:24,400 --> 00:13:27,640 If they melt, I'm stuck, because they'll all go mushy, they'll all 182 00:13:27,640 --> 00:13:30,360 join together and be one big block, and just be one big mess. 183 00:13:33,040 --> 00:13:34,040 That's full now. 184 00:13:34,040 --> 00:13:35,640 I don't want that to thaw out. 185 00:13:35,640 --> 00:13:37,440 That's one thing I don't want. 186 00:13:37,440 --> 00:13:38,800 Hopefully I can sort it out today. 187 00:13:44,520 --> 00:13:45,520 This is my plan. 188 00:13:46,920 --> 00:13:49,840 Dig a hole in the sand, fill it up with ice, 189 00:13:49,840 --> 00:13:51,840 put the berries in, put ice over the top. 190 00:13:52,840 --> 00:13:54,480 Try and use it like an esky. 191 00:13:57,920 --> 00:13:58,920 Oh, it's going to be cold. 192 00:14:01,520 --> 00:14:03,240 Got to try something. 193 00:14:03,240 --> 00:14:04,800 All the berries will fit in there. 194 00:14:06,360 --> 00:14:07,360 All right. 195 00:14:09,640 --> 00:14:11,280 Some ice we can put on it. 196 00:14:11,280 --> 00:14:13,160 Hopefully it'll stay as cold. 197 00:14:16,120 --> 00:14:17,360 Surviving out here, 198 00:14:17,360 --> 00:14:19,200 it's going to get harder and harder. 199 00:14:21,480 --> 00:14:23,040 Something like that. 200 00:14:23,040 --> 00:14:25,440 I just want to stay here as long as I can. 201 00:14:25,440 --> 00:14:26,480 Need a bit more ice. 202 00:14:27,760 --> 00:14:29,480 That ice is thick. 203 00:14:29,480 --> 00:14:33,680 Probably got 25 days of jerky. 204 00:14:33,680 --> 00:14:35,520 That jerky could spoil, you know. 205 00:14:35,520 --> 00:14:36,520 Anything could happen. 206 00:14:37,760 --> 00:14:39,280 Put my berries in. 207 00:14:39,280 --> 00:14:41,240 These berries are very important. 208 00:14:41,240 --> 00:14:42,680 But preserving them is the key. 209 00:14:42,680 --> 00:14:43,680 Will they last? 210 00:14:44,840 --> 00:14:47,800 That's what I've got to do if I want to stay in this. 211 00:14:47,800 --> 00:14:50,480 I feel like that's boring, but I feel like they're OK. 212 00:14:52,440 --> 00:14:54,480 We'll go as long as we possibly can 213 00:14:54,480 --> 00:14:56,520 until we're out of food and we're too skinny. 214 00:15:00,720 --> 00:15:01,720 What do you reckon? 215 00:15:02,720 --> 00:15:05,680 That, my friends, is a Finland esky. 216 00:15:05,680 --> 00:15:08,600 Hopefully everything under it stays frozen. 217 00:15:08,600 --> 00:15:09,600 Hopefully. 218 00:15:30,000 --> 00:15:32,560 Right, is everybody ready for the unveiling? 219 00:15:41,280 --> 00:15:42,800 Ta-da! 220 00:15:42,800 --> 00:15:44,480 Pull out the big guns. 221 00:15:46,520 --> 00:15:49,240 Alone Australia, Season 4. 222 00:15:49,240 --> 00:15:51,720 Arctic... wear. 223 00:15:53,000 --> 00:15:54,920 Like it? 224 00:15:54,920 --> 00:15:56,440 So... 225 00:15:56,440 --> 00:15:58,080 Like my hat? 226 00:15:58,080 --> 00:16:00,000 Yeah, this is bad, lad. 227 00:16:01,280 --> 00:16:03,280 This weather is savagely cold. 228 00:16:04,280 --> 00:16:06,480 So I've got a possum fur hat. 229 00:16:06,480 --> 00:16:12,320 And beaver skin gloves that are lined with possum fur. 230 00:16:12,320 --> 00:16:13,800 See that? 231 00:16:13,800 --> 00:16:17,200 These are the warmest gloves on earth. 232 00:16:17,200 --> 00:16:19,080 They really are mittens, I should say. 233 00:16:21,720 --> 00:16:23,160 I'm not sure what day it is. 234 00:16:23,160 --> 00:16:24,280 Day 28, day 29? 235 00:16:24,280 --> 00:16:25,280 I can't remember. 236 00:16:26,720 --> 00:16:27,720 Right. 237 00:16:29,280 --> 00:16:31,800 The beard is having a trim. 238 00:16:33,000 --> 00:16:34,720 Cos I'm sick of it. 239 00:16:36,400 --> 00:16:38,400 I can't wait to shave this beard off. 240 00:16:38,400 --> 00:16:39,400 I hate it. 241 00:16:39,400 --> 00:16:40,880 My missus hates it. 242 00:16:40,880 --> 00:16:43,600 Kids love it. They just play with it. 243 00:16:43,600 --> 00:16:44,600 It begins. 244 00:16:46,080 --> 00:16:47,080 Ta-da. 245 00:16:48,840 --> 00:16:51,240 I wonder what the kids are doing. 246 00:16:51,240 --> 00:16:53,640 I wonder how Lily and Eddie's doing at school. 247 00:16:56,360 --> 00:16:58,360 Perfect kids. 248 00:16:58,360 --> 00:17:00,240 Eddie's full of mischief. 249 00:17:00,240 --> 00:17:02,400 Lily's just a good little girl, 250 00:17:02,400 --> 00:17:05,520 really good at school, really smart, 251 00:17:05,520 --> 00:17:07,520 full of love. 252 00:17:07,520 --> 00:17:08,920 God, you miss them. 253 00:17:12,240 --> 00:17:14,760 But it's not going to be enough to make me tap. 254 00:17:15,920 --> 00:17:17,560 I work hard. 255 00:17:17,560 --> 00:17:19,280 I work in the mines. 256 00:17:19,280 --> 00:17:21,000 I work 84 hours a week. 257 00:17:22,160 --> 00:17:25,080 But money would give us a lot of breathing space. 258 00:17:26,120 --> 00:17:28,840 I am here to win this money, and I'm going to win it. 259 00:17:30,160 --> 00:17:31,760 Ah! I've stabbed myself. 260 00:17:32,920 --> 00:17:35,360 But I need food in me, man. 261 00:17:35,360 --> 00:17:37,520 I'm so hungry, it's unbelievable. 262 00:17:38,520 --> 00:17:43,040 It's amazing how starvation affects you, you know? 263 00:17:43,040 --> 00:17:46,920 Just the energy levels are just zero. 264 00:17:49,680 --> 00:17:51,080 Right. 265 00:17:53,240 --> 00:17:55,520 We're hollow here, see it? 266 00:17:55,520 --> 00:17:56,520 There's a hollow in my face. 267 00:17:58,360 --> 00:17:59,480 Fuck. Not good. 268 00:18:01,080 --> 00:18:03,280 I must catch something today. 269 00:18:08,400 --> 00:18:10,960 Let's head down to the lake and see what's going on. 270 00:18:13,480 --> 00:18:15,360 I'll head out in the kayak. 271 00:18:15,360 --> 00:18:16,840 See if we can catch some fish again. 272 00:18:19,920 --> 00:18:23,720 The edge of the lake is freezing, look at this. 273 00:18:23,720 --> 00:18:25,440 Wow. 274 00:18:25,440 --> 00:18:26,440 Look at that. 275 00:18:27,640 --> 00:18:29,200 That's crazy. 276 00:18:29,200 --> 00:18:33,760 Just a few more days like this, and that kayak is no more. 277 00:18:35,200 --> 00:18:37,520 Look at me kayak. 278 00:18:37,520 --> 00:18:38,920 The whole thing is ice. 279 00:18:41,960 --> 00:18:43,680 Oh, it's stuck to the floor. 280 00:18:49,000 --> 00:18:51,440 Oh, I'm going dizzy. 281 00:18:51,440 --> 00:18:52,680 Oh, God, I'm going dizzy. 282 00:18:52,680 --> 00:18:54,520 Oh, my God, oh, Jesus. 283 00:19:03,160 --> 00:19:06,000 Sorry, I had to sit down there, I just went totally dizzy. 284 00:19:07,160 --> 00:19:10,160 My brain is in need of food. 285 00:19:12,240 --> 00:19:14,360 Going dizzy is no good for anyone. 286 00:19:21,480 --> 00:19:24,360 It's just hard work when you don't catch anything. 287 00:19:25,560 --> 00:19:27,000 I just can't give in. 288 00:19:28,240 --> 00:19:29,280 I just won't give in. 289 00:19:32,200 --> 00:19:33,200 Right. 290 00:19:41,880 --> 00:19:42,880 Ah. 291 00:19:47,800 --> 00:19:48,800 Wish me luck. 292 00:19:49,960 --> 00:19:51,160 I fucking need it. 293 00:19:53,200 --> 00:19:54,320 Fishing without a beard. 294 00:19:55,480 --> 00:19:56,800 I'm hoping. 295 00:19:59,120 --> 00:20:00,320 It's a lot of work. 296 00:20:05,080 --> 00:20:08,560 What the fuck is wrong with me doing this? 297 00:20:08,560 --> 00:20:09,560 Honestly. 298 00:20:11,120 --> 00:20:14,440 Could be sitting at home with the missus and the kids. 299 00:20:14,440 --> 00:20:18,200 Eating a nice bacon sandwich cooked by the missus. 300 00:20:19,200 --> 00:20:20,520 Ah. 301 00:20:20,520 --> 00:20:23,840 Fucking Arctic - starving and trying to survive. 302 00:20:23,840 --> 00:20:25,400 What a tit. 303 00:20:31,000 --> 00:20:32,280 Oh, good cast. 304 00:20:37,240 --> 00:20:39,760 Where are these big brown trout? 305 00:20:39,760 --> 00:20:41,560 Where are these perch? 306 00:20:41,560 --> 00:20:43,320 Where are these char? 307 00:20:43,320 --> 00:20:45,560 They're unbelievable, the fish in this lake. 308 00:20:50,320 --> 00:20:51,320 Going dizzy again. 309 00:20:51,320 --> 00:20:53,840 Jesus Christ, this is the last thing I need in a kayak. 310 00:20:56,520 --> 00:20:58,920 Oh, I'm going dizzy, oh, my God. (WHIMPERS) 311 00:20:58,920 --> 00:21:00,280 Ooh! 312 00:21:00,280 --> 00:21:01,680 Jesus Christ. 313 00:21:03,800 --> 00:21:05,680 Nearly 200 metres offshore. 314 00:21:05,680 --> 00:21:07,760 The last thing you want to do is fall in. 315 00:21:07,760 --> 00:21:10,080 Oh, man, this is not good. 316 00:21:29,320 --> 00:21:30,440 Going dizzy again. 317 00:21:30,440 --> 00:21:32,640 Jesus Christ, this is the last thing I need in a kayak. 318 00:21:33,600 --> 00:21:35,960 Oh, I'm going dizzy, oh, my God. (WHIMPERS) 319 00:21:35,960 --> 00:21:37,280 Ooh! 320 00:21:37,280 --> 00:21:38,440 Jesus Christ. 321 00:21:40,400 --> 00:21:41,600 Nearly 200 metres offshore. 322 00:21:42,800 --> 00:21:44,920 The last thing you want to do is fall in. 323 00:21:53,440 --> 00:21:54,960 Right. 324 00:21:54,960 --> 00:21:56,120 I'm OK, don't panic. 325 00:21:57,440 --> 00:21:59,160 Oh, I'm dizzy there. 326 00:22:00,680 --> 00:22:03,640 Not good, not good, Dougy, not good. 327 00:22:03,640 --> 00:22:05,200 Got to get back in. 328 00:22:05,200 --> 00:22:06,960 I'd fucking never get back in otherwise. 329 00:22:09,360 --> 00:22:13,120 This is honestly really hard to paddle in now. 330 00:22:13,120 --> 00:22:14,880 Just got no muscle left. 331 00:22:17,160 --> 00:22:22,120 You try going to work with no breakfast, no lunch, 332 00:22:22,120 --> 00:22:26,320 and then have no dinner for two weeks. 333 00:22:26,320 --> 00:22:29,360 Oh, my God. 334 00:22:29,360 --> 00:22:30,960 We are home. 335 00:22:32,800 --> 00:22:37,360 I can see why people tap out when they're as hungry as this. 336 00:23:34,600 --> 00:23:35,880 Wowee. 337 00:23:37,760 --> 00:23:39,600 We've had a bit of bloody snow. 338 00:23:41,320 --> 00:23:42,320 Wow. 339 00:23:42,320 --> 00:23:44,640 Even on top of my billy. 340 00:23:44,640 --> 00:23:46,640 This is what's to come. 341 00:23:46,640 --> 00:23:47,880 How thick's it going to get? 342 00:23:49,480 --> 00:23:50,480 Shit. 343 00:23:51,440 --> 00:23:53,320 This is bloody magic, man. 344 00:23:53,320 --> 00:23:54,960 Have a look at this. 345 00:23:54,960 --> 00:23:58,080 Now I'm starting to feel like we're in the Arctic Circle. 346 00:23:58,080 --> 00:23:59,360 I'm actually starting to think, 347 00:23:59,360 --> 00:24:00,560 I don't know how I'm going to go 348 00:24:00,560 --> 00:24:01,840 without a fire in my shelter, 349 00:24:01,840 --> 00:24:03,040 but we'll see. 350 00:24:08,080 --> 00:24:09,640 What the... 351 00:24:09,640 --> 00:24:11,880 Aha! 352 00:24:11,880 --> 00:24:13,280 It's snowing. 353 00:24:14,680 --> 00:24:16,640 Oh, yeah! 354 00:24:21,160 --> 00:24:24,480 A crunch of fresh powder under my feet. 355 00:24:24,480 --> 00:24:27,480 I can't say I really like it much. 356 00:24:27,480 --> 00:24:29,800 Never really did like snow on the farm much. 357 00:24:29,800 --> 00:24:32,440 Just a frigging nuisance, really. 358 00:24:32,440 --> 00:24:36,040 If you get a good dump, of course, you've got no feed. 359 00:24:36,040 --> 00:24:40,040 That's when animals rely on their body fat. 360 00:24:40,040 --> 00:24:42,800 If they don't have body fat, you get losses. 361 00:24:42,800 --> 00:24:43,800 Simple as that. 362 00:24:49,880 --> 00:24:51,640 I've never made a snowball. 363 00:24:54,040 --> 00:24:55,800 Isn't that cool? 364 00:24:55,800 --> 00:24:57,680 I could make a snowman today if I wanted to. 365 00:25:03,640 --> 00:25:05,720 If only there was someone to throw it at, eh? 366 00:25:10,200 --> 00:25:11,280 Throws very well. 367 00:25:14,040 --> 00:25:16,280 All the land's just covered in snow 368 00:25:16,280 --> 00:25:18,040 and the berries aren't accessible anymore. 369 00:25:19,200 --> 00:25:22,600 I feel very lucky to have berries and mushrooms picked. 370 00:25:23,880 --> 00:25:26,640 All right, last job before I'm in the shelter. 371 00:25:26,640 --> 00:25:27,960 I'm just going to get some kindling. 372 00:25:29,360 --> 00:25:32,800 I'm definitely running out of steam for big jobs. 373 00:25:32,800 --> 00:25:35,000 Lack of protein and fat, I guess. 374 00:25:37,880 --> 00:25:41,600 So, the amount of tiredness I'm getting now, 375 00:25:41,600 --> 00:25:44,080 especially in the mornings, 376 00:25:44,080 --> 00:25:46,320 I'm going to switch up my strategies a little bit. 377 00:25:48,240 --> 00:25:51,080 I'm just going to chill as much as possible now, hey? 378 00:25:52,440 --> 00:25:57,720 I don't think the energy payoff for fishing with my rod is worth it. 379 00:25:57,720 --> 00:26:00,920 I've got set lines out with the best bait that I've got on them. 380 00:26:02,960 --> 00:26:06,320 I'm kind of going to coast, get a bit creative, have a bit of fun. 381 00:26:07,440 --> 00:26:09,200 Messing around in my shelter. 382 00:26:10,400 --> 00:26:11,640 It's slippery now. 383 00:26:14,200 --> 00:26:17,200 I want to make heaps of presents for folks back home. 384 00:26:19,840 --> 00:26:22,080 I really like making stuff. 385 00:26:22,080 --> 00:26:23,440 It's good for my mind as well. 386 00:26:26,440 --> 00:26:28,440 I'm going to make some chopsticks. 387 00:26:30,040 --> 00:26:33,640 It's that kind of house where you can whittle in it 388 00:26:33,640 --> 00:26:35,600 without that being a problem. 389 00:26:37,360 --> 00:26:39,760 It just adds to the insulation of the flooring. 390 00:26:41,040 --> 00:26:44,560 I'm happy with my strategy so far of forgetting how many days it is. 391 00:26:44,560 --> 00:26:47,120 I just want to go until I can't go anymore. 392 00:26:47,120 --> 00:26:48,760 I think that's the best way for me. 393 00:26:50,440 --> 00:26:53,840 To be honest, the isolation hasn't got to me. 394 00:26:53,840 --> 00:26:57,880 I think I'm pretty comfortable with myself. 395 00:26:59,560 --> 00:27:01,360 But I'm starting to feel like 396 00:27:01,360 --> 00:27:03,320 it would be nice to have a visitor out here. 397 00:27:04,400 --> 00:27:10,520 At times I've been missing people to share what I've been doing with. 398 00:27:10,520 --> 00:27:12,760 Smokey! 399 00:27:12,760 --> 00:27:14,560 Maybe if I go like this it will help. 400 00:27:19,080 --> 00:27:20,080 Probably not much. 401 00:27:21,040 --> 00:27:24,600 I might just quickly whip out 15 pairs of chopsticks. 402 00:27:24,600 --> 00:27:27,400 I'd really like to have a present for a lot of different people. 403 00:27:28,800 --> 00:27:33,120 Being out here you have so much time to reflect and clarify 404 00:27:33,120 --> 00:27:34,680 what's important in your life. 405 00:27:36,400 --> 00:27:40,280 I'm not a guy that makes friends super easily. 406 00:27:40,280 --> 00:27:43,520 I'm definitely a bit socially awkward as well at times. 407 00:27:45,680 --> 00:27:49,600 I've always found parties and that tricky to find my stride. 408 00:27:51,120 --> 00:27:55,640 Compared to most people I meet, they seem to get it a lot easier than me. 409 00:27:57,160 --> 00:27:58,160 Alright. 410 00:28:00,720 --> 00:28:04,160 Yeah, so, I've been thinking about how I want to live long term. 411 00:28:04,160 --> 00:28:08,200 I really like my bus but I think I want to live in a share house. 412 00:28:09,680 --> 00:28:12,760 Find cool like-minded people. 413 00:28:12,760 --> 00:28:15,120 Have a big communal kitchen. 414 00:28:15,120 --> 00:28:16,680 Share meals and all that. 415 00:28:17,920 --> 00:28:21,080 Yeah. I'd like to live with people more. 416 00:28:21,080 --> 00:28:22,920 Be a bit more social. 417 00:28:22,920 --> 00:28:25,480 I think it would be good for me. I home it up too much. 418 00:28:29,720 --> 00:28:35,720 So I think that's a change that you might see out of me from this. 419 00:28:38,680 --> 00:28:41,520 Look at that fan of choppies. 420 00:28:41,520 --> 00:28:43,040 Quite the collection, isn't it? 421 00:28:44,320 --> 00:28:45,600 Good stuff. 422 00:29:04,480 --> 00:29:05,840 Lots of snow. 423 00:29:07,160 --> 00:29:09,800 It was snowing this morning and it's raining now. 424 00:29:11,400 --> 00:29:13,040 I'm going to go and check the net. 425 00:29:15,440 --> 00:29:17,200 Nice and steady. 426 00:29:19,600 --> 00:29:20,960 Been in a good mood today. 427 00:29:20,960 --> 00:29:22,320 I've caught two fish. 428 00:29:22,320 --> 00:29:24,960 One I ate yesterday and one I've still got frozen. 429 00:29:29,640 --> 00:29:32,240 Hopefully it's not another month until my next fish. 430 00:29:36,120 --> 00:29:37,360 The rain's picking up. 431 00:29:40,320 --> 00:29:42,760 I need to do this, guys. 432 00:29:45,560 --> 00:29:50,800 The more fish I can get, the better my chances of achieving my goal. 433 00:29:50,800 --> 00:29:52,600 We need that prize money 434 00:29:52,600 --> 00:29:54,800 to try for another bub. 435 00:29:54,800 --> 00:29:56,000 Doing my best. 436 00:29:56,000 --> 00:29:57,240 I'm doing my absolute best. 437 00:29:59,360 --> 00:30:01,920 You'll hear me back in Australia if there's a fish in this net. 438 00:30:15,080 --> 00:30:16,160 Oh, shit. 439 00:30:19,600 --> 00:30:20,680 Oh, shit. 440 00:30:23,000 --> 00:30:24,920 Yeah! 441 00:30:26,360 --> 00:30:28,080 Yeah! 442 00:30:28,080 --> 00:30:29,800 Another fish. 443 00:30:29,800 --> 00:30:31,720 Oh, yeah! 444 00:30:50,960 --> 00:30:52,680 Hello, little fish. 445 00:30:58,160 --> 00:31:00,360 Every fish I catch... 446 00:31:04,200 --> 00:31:06,200 ..is one step closer... 447 00:31:10,120 --> 00:31:12,040 ..to Gemma and I... 448 00:31:13,680 --> 00:31:15,640 ..having another child. 449 00:31:21,280 --> 00:31:23,600 Sorry, mate, your time to go. 450 00:31:29,160 --> 00:31:32,080 Oh, this is beautiful, guys. 451 00:31:32,080 --> 00:31:33,080 It's another perch. 452 00:31:34,360 --> 00:31:35,400 This is incredible. 453 00:31:36,600 --> 00:31:37,880 Thank you. 454 00:31:37,880 --> 00:31:39,960 Thank you, lake. Thank you, land. 455 00:31:39,960 --> 00:31:42,280 Thank everyone. I thank my ancestors. 456 00:31:44,160 --> 00:31:47,440 Oh, and the spirits of this place that have been guiding me. 457 00:31:47,440 --> 00:31:50,960 Everything I've been doing has led to moments like this. 458 00:31:50,960 --> 00:31:52,280 I can win this thing. 459 00:31:53,760 --> 00:31:55,040 Yeah! 460 00:32:51,160 --> 00:32:52,160 Mmm. 461 00:32:52,160 --> 00:32:53,160 Beautiful. 462 00:32:54,560 --> 00:32:56,240 Nice warm fire. 463 00:32:57,360 --> 00:32:59,520 Hot brew of tea. 464 00:32:59,520 --> 00:33:01,240 Does life get any better? 465 00:33:02,560 --> 00:33:03,880 Well, shit yeah. 466 00:33:03,880 --> 00:33:05,160 (LAUGHS) 467 00:33:09,520 --> 00:33:12,680 Well, it's a bleak sort of a morning. 468 00:33:12,680 --> 00:33:13,920 Bit of rain in the night 469 00:33:13,920 --> 00:33:15,920 which has actually washed out a little bit of snow. 470 00:33:17,680 --> 00:33:19,840 I need some food in me. 471 00:33:19,840 --> 00:33:21,960 Let's have a look at this bloody net. 472 00:33:25,440 --> 00:33:30,360 I've had a net in the water nearly three weeks, different spots. 473 00:33:30,360 --> 00:33:31,920 Not a sign of a fish. 474 00:33:33,880 --> 00:33:36,360 The gnawing hunger that's on your mind all the time now. 475 00:33:36,360 --> 00:33:38,200 Nothing else - gnawing hunger. 476 00:33:42,000 --> 00:33:43,000 Alright. 477 00:33:44,800 --> 00:33:46,880 Same order, same order I assume. 478 00:33:48,240 --> 00:33:50,160 What does that look like? 479 00:33:50,160 --> 00:33:52,080 Look a little bit like a fish. 480 00:34:07,440 --> 00:34:08,840 There ain't nothing in it. 481 00:34:10,160 --> 00:34:11,160 Not a tiki bear. 482 00:34:13,560 --> 00:34:15,880 We all expected that result from me. 483 00:34:15,880 --> 00:34:19,200 That's what it's been like for the last friggin' weeks. 484 00:34:21,880 --> 00:34:22,880 Bastard. 485 00:34:24,720 --> 00:34:25,720 Bloody tough. 486 00:34:27,120 --> 00:34:28,120 What do you do? 487 00:34:29,360 --> 00:34:31,000 When's the point when you say, 488 00:34:31,000 --> 00:34:33,560 "Stuff this, it's useless. Waste of time"? 489 00:34:34,920 --> 00:34:37,840 Feel like just chucking it all in the fire, so stuff it. 490 00:34:45,760 --> 00:34:47,800 I'm not one for emotion normally. 491 00:34:54,400 --> 00:35:00,160 But I have...beginning to have a certain amount of self-doubt. 492 00:35:03,520 --> 00:35:06,080 Maybe that's predictable given the circumstances. 493 00:35:06,080 --> 00:35:07,080 You know, it's... 494 00:35:09,400 --> 00:35:11,240 But it comes to a point... 495 00:35:15,320 --> 00:35:17,080 ..you just feel like giving up. 496 00:35:19,200 --> 00:35:23,800 You just feel like maybe it's beyond your reach. 497 00:35:33,720 --> 00:35:36,280 No, don't start playing the bloody violins. 498 00:35:36,280 --> 00:35:38,240 I'm not tapping out right now. 499 00:35:39,960 --> 00:35:41,840 No, you're not getting that yet. 500 00:35:41,840 --> 00:35:42,960 So settle down. 501 00:35:42,960 --> 00:35:45,640 (LAUGHS) 502 00:35:45,640 --> 00:35:47,560 No, I don't know. 503 00:35:47,560 --> 00:35:49,400 Maybe it's one of those days. 504 00:35:49,400 --> 00:35:53,040 One of those gloomy, horrible, rainy, cold, drizzling days 505 00:35:53,040 --> 00:35:55,440 that just puts you down a bit. 506 00:35:55,440 --> 00:35:56,520 Yeah. 507 00:35:56,520 --> 00:35:57,960 What do you do about it? 508 00:35:59,760 --> 00:36:03,120 I know I've got it in me to go quite a bit longer yet. 509 00:36:03,120 --> 00:36:06,080 I just need to tweak that mindset a bit. 510 00:36:08,960 --> 00:36:10,680 We're not going to give up. 511 00:36:10,680 --> 00:36:12,480 I think we need to go and pull that net. 512 00:36:12,480 --> 00:36:13,960 That's top priority. 513 00:36:13,960 --> 00:36:15,160 It's not working. 514 00:36:15,160 --> 00:36:17,120 Let's get it out of the water. 515 00:36:17,120 --> 00:36:19,880 Hang it up in the tree, have a good look at it. 516 00:36:19,880 --> 00:36:22,160 See if there's a way of halving the mesh size. 517 00:36:24,200 --> 00:36:26,040 Might as well have a crack at it. 518 00:36:26,040 --> 00:36:27,600 Got nothing else to lose. 519 00:36:28,840 --> 00:36:33,320 I think the predominant fish here is probably whitefish, which are small. 520 00:36:34,520 --> 00:36:37,120 My mesh size is probably a little big. 521 00:36:37,120 --> 00:36:39,920 They may actually be going right through it. 522 00:36:39,920 --> 00:36:41,400 Where is that bait? 523 00:36:41,400 --> 00:36:44,160 The pole gets heavier and heavier every time. 524 00:36:47,520 --> 00:36:49,400 I keep putting off doing the net, 525 00:36:49,400 --> 00:36:50,920 because it's tedious, 526 00:36:50,920 --> 00:36:52,200 but it's critical. 527 00:36:53,440 --> 00:36:55,040 Critical part of the plan. 528 00:36:56,560 --> 00:36:59,160 We've got to get some tucker in the system, eh? 529 00:36:59,160 --> 00:37:01,480 It's going to be our best chance, I think. 530 00:37:07,400 --> 00:37:10,280 I'm not quite sure what we're going to do now. 531 00:37:10,280 --> 00:37:13,280 We need to hang it up so we can... 532 00:37:13,280 --> 00:37:17,680 (HOWLING) 533 00:37:19,160 --> 00:37:21,280 ..get at the net. 534 00:37:21,280 --> 00:37:23,600 I just thought I heard a wolf howl. 535 00:37:25,200 --> 00:37:26,920 That would be cool. 536 00:37:28,080 --> 00:37:29,400 I don't mind wolves. 537 00:37:40,040 --> 00:37:43,400 (HOWLING) 538 00:37:45,600 --> 00:37:47,520 Definitely. 539 00:37:47,520 --> 00:37:50,800 Definitely wolves howling across the lake. 540 00:37:50,800 --> 00:37:54,880 That wolf howling noise is just primeval. 541 00:37:54,880 --> 00:37:57,280 It just sends shivers up your spine. 542 00:37:57,280 --> 00:37:59,400 It's awesome. Absolutely awesome. 543 00:38:01,320 --> 00:38:06,680 (WOLF HOWLING) 544 00:38:07,960 --> 00:38:09,560 Anyway, where were we? 545 00:38:12,000 --> 00:38:14,800 We've got to get this net in the water. 546 00:38:14,800 --> 00:38:17,240 It's not going to catch any bloody fish sitting up here in the trees, 547 00:38:17,240 --> 00:38:18,240 is it? 548 00:38:42,400 --> 00:38:46,040 I'm just going to head down the lake, grab some water. 549 00:38:47,720 --> 00:38:50,040 I've got literally nothing to eat today. 550 00:38:50,040 --> 00:38:51,240 Nothing, nothing. 551 00:38:51,240 --> 00:38:53,040 Not one belly. 552 00:38:53,040 --> 00:38:54,680 Oh. 553 00:38:54,680 --> 00:38:57,120 There's something weird on the water over there. 554 00:38:57,120 --> 00:38:59,000 Let me see what it is. 555 00:38:59,000 --> 00:39:00,880 Oh, it's ice. 556 00:39:00,880 --> 00:39:02,760 Oh, my God. 557 00:39:03,760 --> 00:39:05,080 What the... 558 00:39:05,080 --> 00:39:06,960 Look at this. 559 00:39:06,960 --> 00:39:09,080 Where the hell did that come from? 560 00:39:10,320 --> 00:39:13,400 You are absolutely kidding me. 561 00:39:13,400 --> 00:39:14,400 Wow. 562 00:39:19,080 --> 00:39:20,880 Oh, my God. 563 00:39:26,120 --> 00:39:27,800 Fuck. 564 00:39:27,800 --> 00:39:28,880 Jesus. 565 00:39:28,880 --> 00:39:30,600 Yeah, it's icy. You need to watch that. 566 00:39:33,160 --> 00:39:35,800 I can't believe how quick this has come in. 567 00:39:35,800 --> 00:39:37,360 Where's it come from? 568 00:39:45,320 --> 00:39:47,840 Well, I'm not punching through that in the kayak. 569 00:39:49,520 --> 00:39:51,240 That is crazy. 570 00:39:55,320 --> 00:39:58,840 That's the kayak officially retired. 571 00:40:01,240 --> 00:40:04,400 I would like to say that it's done really well on the fishing. 572 00:40:05,760 --> 00:40:06,880 It didn't. 573 00:40:06,880 --> 00:40:08,880 I didn't catch a single thing in it. 574 00:40:08,880 --> 00:40:10,040 Come on, then. 575 00:40:11,000 --> 00:40:13,120 Let's get you retired. 576 00:40:13,120 --> 00:40:14,920 (GRUNTS) 577 00:40:14,920 --> 00:40:17,480 Oh, it's a sad moment, this. 578 00:40:19,480 --> 00:40:21,040 There you go. 579 00:40:24,400 --> 00:40:28,320 This place, honestly, I'm at my wit's end. 580 00:40:28,320 --> 00:40:29,320 I really am. 581 00:40:31,320 --> 00:40:32,880 I've got nothing to eat. 582 00:40:35,080 --> 00:40:37,600 I've got no firewood left either. 583 00:40:37,600 --> 00:40:39,320 I need to go and cut something. 584 00:40:39,320 --> 00:40:40,520 Oh, my God. 585 00:40:40,520 --> 00:40:41,840 I'm not looking forward to that. 586 00:40:43,080 --> 00:40:44,160 Oh, my God. 587 00:40:46,080 --> 00:40:48,000 I've walked about 20 yards from my shelter 588 00:40:48,000 --> 00:40:49,200 and I'm out of breath already. 589 00:41:06,200 --> 00:41:09,680 I've been having massive dizzy spells trying to cut wood. 590 00:41:10,760 --> 00:41:11,960 Oh, my God. 591 00:41:13,160 --> 00:41:14,200 I can't breathe. 592 00:41:14,200 --> 00:41:15,680 I can't breathe when I do it. 593 00:41:20,760 --> 00:41:21,760 Oh. 594 00:41:21,760 --> 00:41:24,600 Oh, I've just gone dizzy standing up, fucking... 595 00:41:26,200 --> 00:41:27,640 Oh, my God. 596 00:41:32,920 --> 00:41:34,600 I've just gone dead dizzy. 597 00:41:35,880 --> 00:41:39,280 It's like a proper, like, lighthead spin, losing your balance. 598 00:41:40,240 --> 00:41:43,000 And I was just getting, like, white flashes when I shut my eyes. 599 00:41:45,160 --> 00:41:46,960 Wah, wah, wah. 600 00:41:46,960 --> 00:41:48,840 Just, like, flashes. 601 00:41:49,960 --> 00:41:51,560 Fuck, this is not good. 602 00:42:01,320 --> 00:42:03,240 Right, let's get this wood back. 603 00:42:09,280 --> 00:42:12,920 I don't think I've endured anything 604 00:42:12,920 --> 00:42:16,560 as hard as this on the mind, body and soul. 605 00:42:24,080 --> 00:42:27,440 I've always said I'll never tap out. 606 00:42:28,960 --> 00:42:30,560 But... 607 00:42:30,560 --> 00:42:33,840 my reasoning behind that is... 608 00:42:36,200 --> 00:42:38,160 ..that's failure for me. 609 00:42:38,160 --> 00:42:39,840 You've failed. 610 00:42:42,280 --> 00:42:44,640 You know, if you're going to do something, 611 00:42:44,640 --> 00:42:46,680 you need to see it through to the end. 612 00:42:48,000 --> 00:42:50,080 And that's starting to... 613 00:42:51,840 --> 00:42:54,720 ..become, like, a childish way of thinking. 614 00:42:56,360 --> 00:43:02,040 My body is starting to tell me it's about time you went home. 615 00:43:19,640 --> 00:43:20,640 I've had a bit of rain. 616 00:43:21,960 --> 00:43:24,040 All the snow's melting. 617 00:43:24,040 --> 00:43:25,160 So I've had a bit of a... 618 00:43:27,440 --> 00:43:28,920 I don't know. 619 00:43:28,920 --> 00:43:30,320 A long night. 620 00:43:30,320 --> 00:43:32,000 Got a fair bit of condensation here. 621 00:43:32,000 --> 00:43:34,000 I mean, like, a lot of condensation. 622 00:43:34,000 --> 00:43:35,560 On the top of my shelter. 623 00:43:36,560 --> 00:43:39,760 Got a few drips on me during the night, which is a bloody worry, 624 00:43:39,760 --> 00:43:41,520 because if all my stuff gets wet, 625 00:43:41,520 --> 00:43:43,320 I've really got no way of drying it out, so... 626 00:43:44,560 --> 00:43:46,040 You know, I'll just light a fire in here. 627 00:43:46,040 --> 00:43:47,040 Try and dry it all out. 628 00:43:48,280 --> 00:43:50,480 There's not much else I can do. 629 00:43:51,480 --> 00:43:52,920 There'll just be a little fire here. 630 00:43:52,920 --> 00:43:53,960 The smoke goes up. 631 00:43:53,960 --> 00:43:55,240 It has to go out. 632 00:43:55,240 --> 00:43:57,480 It's important that it can get air 633 00:43:57,480 --> 00:43:59,680 or it's just going to smoke the whole place out. 634 00:44:02,800 --> 00:44:03,960 Man, this is crazy. 635 00:44:05,040 --> 00:44:07,280 Cut a hole in your tarp. 636 00:44:07,280 --> 00:44:09,720 How big does this have to be? I don't know. 637 00:44:09,720 --> 00:44:13,720 Hopefully the smoke goes up and out the hole. 638 00:44:14,680 --> 00:44:15,880 Let's do it. 639 00:44:15,880 --> 00:44:17,240 See what happens here. 640 00:44:18,240 --> 00:44:20,480 'Cause I need to dry this shelter out. 641 00:44:20,480 --> 00:44:21,560 It's wet. 642 00:44:21,560 --> 00:44:22,560 It's very wet. 643 00:44:25,120 --> 00:44:27,160 There is a lot of stuff to do out here 644 00:44:27,160 --> 00:44:29,360 to prepare for, you know, what's coming. 645 00:44:29,360 --> 00:44:30,400 See that? 646 00:44:30,400 --> 00:44:31,600 This is where my fire's going to be. 647 00:44:32,880 --> 00:44:35,840 This is going to be temperatures that I've never even dreamt of being in, 648 00:44:35,840 --> 00:44:39,600 and I'm literally sleeping under a tarp with a little bit of pine 649 00:44:39,600 --> 00:44:41,360 over the top of it. 650 00:44:41,360 --> 00:44:44,120 If this fire works, it's a game changer for me. 651 00:44:44,120 --> 00:44:45,720 I'll be here for 100 days. 652 00:44:45,720 --> 00:44:47,960 We'll light it and we'll see what happens. 653 00:44:47,960 --> 00:44:49,680 Will it go up and out the hole? 654 00:44:49,680 --> 00:44:50,680 I hope so. 655 00:44:55,800 --> 00:44:57,480 There's a light. 656 00:44:57,480 --> 00:44:58,840 It's going everywhere though. 657 00:45:01,080 --> 00:45:03,320 Yeah, she's going everywhere. 658 00:45:03,320 --> 00:45:04,680 (COUGHS) 659 00:45:04,680 --> 00:45:06,840 The chimney's not sucking it out. 660 00:45:08,520 --> 00:45:10,960 I wonder if I close the door, if that'll make a difference. 661 00:45:19,640 --> 00:45:21,680 I mean, that fire's like nearly too big now. 662 00:45:22,800 --> 00:45:25,320 Yeah, I've just got to watch that all this doesn't catch on fire. 663 00:45:25,320 --> 00:45:26,680 (COUGHING) 664 00:45:26,680 --> 00:45:27,680 Shit. 665 00:45:28,640 --> 00:45:29,640 Too big. 666 00:45:30,800 --> 00:45:33,080 My shelter is just full of smoke. 667 00:45:33,080 --> 00:45:36,160 (COUGHING) 668 00:45:36,160 --> 00:45:38,320 Looks like my shelter's on fire. 669 00:45:38,320 --> 00:45:39,640 Ahhh! 670 00:45:41,560 --> 00:45:43,400 Jesus! (COUGHING) 671 00:46:18,840 --> 00:46:19,840 Shit. 672 00:46:19,840 --> 00:46:21,840 (COUGHING) 673 00:46:21,840 --> 00:46:24,120 My shelter is just full of smoke. 674 00:46:24,120 --> 00:46:25,520 (COUGHING) 675 00:46:25,520 --> 00:46:27,520 The chimney's not sucking it out. 676 00:46:27,520 --> 00:46:29,400 Looks like my shelter's on fire. 677 00:46:29,400 --> 00:46:30,560 Ahhh! 678 00:46:30,560 --> 00:46:32,120 Jesus! 679 00:46:33,440 --> 00:46:34,920 (COUGHING) 680 00:46:34,920 --> 00:46:37,200 Man, it's killing my eyes. 681 00:46:37,200 --> 00:46:40,120 Look, there's a lot of smoke coming out. 682 00:46:40,120 --> 00:46:41,320 It's also coming out the door. 683 00:46:41,320 --> 00:46:42,480 Have a look in there. 684 00:46:42,480 --> 00:46:45,600 It is just a smoke pit. 685 00:46:45,600 --> 00:46:47,400 Maybe I'll cut the hole a little bit bigger. 686 00:46:55,240 --> 00:46:57,240 Is that better? 687 00:46:57,240 --> 00:46:58,720 I've cut a bigger hole. 688 00:46:59,720 --> 00:47:02,000 Man, it's like nearly too big. 689 00:47:02,000 --> 00:47:03,960 Oh, wow. I can't believe how bad it is. 690 00:47:06,240 --> 00:47:08,440 How's there so much smoke can't go out that hole? 691 00:47:09,440 --> 00:47:11,040 I don't know why. 692 00:47:11,040 --> 00:47:12,040 Why? 693 00:47:16,080 --> 00:47:17,360 (COUGHING) 694 00:47:17,360 --> 00:47:19,000 Too smoky to sit in here. 695 00:47:22,640 --> 00:47:23,880 Far out. 696 00:47:25,200 --> 00:47:26,440 (COUGHING) 697 00:47:27,920 --> 00:47:28,920 It's not working. 698 00:47:31,880 --> 00:47:33,040 Let's get out of here. 699 00:47:37,560 --> 00:47:41,000 Look at the hole I now have on the side of my shelter. 700 00:47:41,000 --> 00:47:42,480 That could literally end me. 701 00:47:43,680 --> 00:47:45,400 Cut it a lot bigger 702 00:47:45,400 --> 00:47:46,520 than what I planned to 703 00:47:46,520 --> 00:47:47,640 just trying to get it to work. 704 00:47:51,920 --> 00:47:53,920 Far out, man. What am I gonna do? 705 00:48:00,840 --> 00:48:05,040 I have failed at the fire inside my shelter. 706 00:48:11,080 --> 00:48:12,080 Yeah, I don't... 707 00:48:13,480 --> 00:48:14,680 I don't know. 708 00:48:24,160 --> 00:48:25,280 This is a big thing. 709 00:48:28,120 --> 00:48:30,240 It could cost me 250 grand. 710 00:48:59,000 --> 00:49:03,040 I'm going to have a cup of chaga and that will be my breakfast. 711 00:49:04,200 --> 00:49:05,840 I'm just sawing away. 712 00:49:05,840 --> 00:49:08,160 My little saw on my Leatherman. 713 00:49:17,000 --> 00:49:18,480 A little bit more chaga. 714 00:49:20,120 --> 00:49:23,280 And I've just dropped the whole thing and spilled it. 715 00:49:24,400 --> 00:49:25,400 Look at that. 716 00:49:27,760 --> 00:49:29,000 All gone. 717 00:49:32,040 --> 00:49:38,640 32 days in and my body is utterly destroyed. 718 00:49:38,640 --> 00:49:40,440 It's the only way to describe it. 719 00:49:40,440 --> 00:49:41,800 I've got no fat left. 720 00:49:41,800 --> 00:49:43,200 I've got no energy. 721 00:49:44,800 --> 00:49:48,160 I don't even know if I can cut wood anymore. 722 00:49:50,960 --> 00:49:53,200 This dizziness is a killer. 723 00:49:53,200 --> 00:49:55,880 It's scaring the life out of me. 724 00:49:55,880 --> 00:49:58,360 I need to get fishing. I need to get fishing. 725 00:49:58,360 --> 00:50:02,160 So I'm just going to head down to the shore in the rain 726 00:50:02,160 --> 00:50:04,240 and just see if I can catch a fish. 727 00:50:18,280 --> 00:50:20,480 Here they come for the med check. Oh, no. 728 00:50:22,320 --> 00:50:23,320 What do you do? 729 00:50:24,560 --> 00:50:26,160 Do you tell them the truth? 730 00:50:29,360 --> 00:50:32,600 Do you say when I cut wood I can't breathe for half an hour? 731 00:50:32,600 --> 00:50:35,560 I get massive dizzy spells with big white flashes 732 00:50:35,560 --> 00:50:38,800 and big massive ringing in my ears and static and... 733 00:50:42,040 --> 00:50:43,800 They're gonna pull you out. 734 00:50:43,800 --> 00:50:45,360 And I don't want to be pulled out. 735 00:50:45,360 --> 00:50:46,720 I want to win. 736 00:50:58,440 --> 00:51:00,120 Hello, Dougy. 737 00:51:00,120 --> 00:51:02,200 Are you ready for your med check? 738 00:51:02,200 --> 00:51:03,400 Yeah. 739 00:51:03,400 --> 00:51:04,760 Ready as I'll ever be. 740 00:51:04,760 --> 00:51:06,480 You take a seat. 741 00:51:09,480 --> 00:51:10,920 Okay. 742 00:51:10,920 --> 00:51:14,040 First I would like to ask you if you have any health concerns. 743 00:51:15,840 --> 00:51:17,200 Erm... 744 00:51:19,800 --> 00:51:22,080 Yeah. That's a good question, isn't it? 745 00:51:22,080 --> 00:51:23,360 - Hmm? - Erm... 746 00:51:32,640 --> 00:51:35,240 It is too dangerous to be out here for long. 747 00:51:35,240 --> 00:51:36,920 This is survival. 748 00:51:36,920 --> 00:51:39,560 If I can't get fish, I'm out of here. 749 00:51:41,000 --> 00:51:42,640 Yes! 750 00:51:42,640 --> 00:51:44,320 Yeah! Thank you! 751 00:51:44,320 --> 00:51:45,600 I am thinking about winning. 752 00:51:45,600 --> 00:51:47,240 One more fish closer. 753 00:51:48,520 --> 00:51:49,840 It's well after dark now. 754 00:51:49,840 --> 00:51:52,920 See if there's anything lurking in the shallows. 755 00:51:52,920 --> 00:51:55,320 That's the first fish I've ever seen. 756 00:51:56,800 --> 00:51:59,160 Today is freezing. 757 00:51:59,160 --> 00:52:02,960 So, gonna have another crack at a fire in my shelter. 758 00:52:02,960 --> 00:52:05,520 If there's one thing that can eliminate me from this adventure, 759 00:52:05,520 --> 00:52:06,520 it's being cold. 760 00:52:06,520 --> 00:52:08,160 Fingers crossed this works. 761 00:52:09,240 --> 00:52:12,320 There is literally smoke coming out the back of my shelter. 762 00:52:12,320 --> 00:52:13,440 Ahhh! 763 00:52:13,440 --> 00:52:18,280 I stood up and got a wave of dizziness. 764 00:52:18,280 --> 00:52:20,960 I just feel like I'm at the end of the rope now. 765 00:52:20,960 --> 00:52:22,880 I really need some fish, hey? 766 00:52:22,880 --> 00:52:24,800 Holy shit!